I believe that in every circumstance we are in, we take every opportunity we can get. Yet we merely notice we miss to learn how to lose it.
Photo credit: Cloudy with a chance of rain
Yesterday, I’m riding on Jeepney then it stop to the place where I used to go. I saw my uncle and I smiled genuinely! (back to the history, there’s a collusion between my family and relatives. For months I hate what they did, my smile even cost much for them get one from me!) And I don’t know why, I don’t know what happened to me yesterday. Does this mean I am okay now? I’m ready to deal with them again? Well once relationship is broken, It won’t be the same like before, right? Tho If so, then in my twentie I proved and tested things in life that an individual can learn from. And one is…..
Proven and Tested based in my experience…..
Time and Space heal your wounds!
I’m sitting in the edge
A cessation to glance
A vivid momentous
I’m standing in the chancy edge
A blur to stare
A gasp to take
In every corner of every edge
Counting a step to just slip away and fall.
Somehow knowing his past is lil scary thing that I might not accept but I’m dealing with it. He’s too much in love that somehow i think, have he moved on? have he let go his feelings as what he told to himself? This is a glance that a girl could ever do, for her love, for her chance, for her emotions, for her feelings, for her admiration that nowhere to found. This is a thought that never crossed my path, yes, i do, i admit, i fall not because i tend to love you but because i fall for no reason that even the three powerful words couldn’t explain. I’ve said those words and no way to take a step backward cos I already shout those words to you. I even dreamth of something that my imagination could have sweetest moments yet have to realistic enough that even a single glimpse of you, even just one i couldn’t even do.
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This entry is a continuation in my previous post “ People Change ” . This is not Poetry but I’d like to share another story about myself!
What comes to your mind when you heard the word PEOPLE CHANGE? Well, there are lots of perspective to be consider.
I seek Change.
A Change which reveal the real me.
A Change that will drift me to unfurnished road.
I seek Change.
A Change for a better life.
A Change to a better person.
I seek Change.
A Change to find my Holocaust.
A Change to see my pitfall Halo.
I seek Change
I’m longing for Change.
Ooh .. my bad :P .. I never thought I can create a poem within this post .. LOL .. Sorry!! Is my apology accepted? ;) Hope so! ;) *grin*
What I really want to say is I CHANGED. If you’ve been a fanatic follower of my blog (LOL.. assuming as I have! :P )
See the seventh thing about me in Versatile Blogger Award Tag post, I said there ” 7. I love to express myself in writing but I hate much reading cos I easily get bored. ” (Hilarious and Selfish, isn’t it?)
Well, as I’ve said I CHANGED. You know why? Cos I’ve been reading a lot now. As in A LOT. Not only for a blog post but I just recently read a pocketbook titled “The Revealers” by Doug Wilhelm.
As a blogger writing is really my passion and if I want to be HEARD I should also LISTEN to another stories of other bloggers life. What/Who makes me realize these thoughts?
I’d like to thanks great bloggers who wrote interesting post and I really find their blogs worth reading for. Following and reading their lovely, creative post helps to refresh my mind. And to tell you, I hate reading LONG POST but this blog/bloggers help me realize to to put a big space in my heart on READING stories.
- An Evil Nymph - I love to call the blog owner in her name “Daph”. (Lovely right? ;) ) I can say Daph in been my avid blog follower :D . She appreciate my post A LOT .. LOL .. isn’t it Daph? ;) . Reading Daph’s blog is really cool. As still a teenager, Yes we both have something in common I think. I like how she share her life, from make-up to achievements. Her long blog post is pretty much fun to read.
- Aurora Morelist - Well Aurora has an incredibly LONG blog post ever I read since I join WP. LOL T’was a big challenge for me to read every word in her entries which SURELY gives me great thoughts about what’s really REALITY in this world, chances and life.
- Poetry and Zombies - Eehh .. here we go! Her Poetry simply touches my inner soul. April is such a poetic person :) You know, the last time I wrote a poem was I think last 4years ago?! April’s poetry is my inspiration to write and express my poetic heart. :) I started posting it in my category I Can Be Poetic . though, I know my poems are so simple ;) *facepalm*
- My Story To You - Reading his blog, you can easily conclude that he’s really SWEET. Well, he’s sweet to everyone (I think so!) LOL
If only If I could!
If only one blink could make me standing in front you NOW
SAY those words,
BECAUSE I can’t
Those words remain unspoken!