People might think I am a busy chic. Working in the morning then since school is back, classes in afternoon till night. Heck, I am not. Maybe you are thinking working students are much occupied. Hell, I am not.
If you’ve been following me for so long or known me in real, you already know that I’m easily get attach with people whom I like to be with which is what I’m avoiding and trying to be not. The truth is, no matter how I try to be bitter, stoney heart – not to be attach easily -, I can’t simply help but really be in myself. The problem is, here I am again feeling a little bit attach and disappointment is right in front of me. I need and wanted to make myself even busy that you think I am now. I want things consume my time, my mind, my thought far away from someone. I don’t want this longing feeling I have cos it gently kills me.
I’m up to something, together with my friend which I hope can truly help me, help consume me. I don’t want to think about people who consume my thoughts yet doesn’t reciprocate. I don’t want to be hurt but I am hurt now.
Day 17 — There are many mysteries in the universe. If there were one truth I could learn, it would be…
There are many mysteries in the universe. And for all I know, I am curious as you do too so if there were one truth I could learn, it would be…uhm no..I would ask and go to other planet if there are really alien(s) or other living, walking, talking nature! Are there really nemics, androids like in dragon ball anime, does avatar and Pandora exist or whatever that alike us. Are you curious too? Wondering if there are living things watching earth and ready to invade us, invade human nature?