Stay with the one you love, don’t give up, don’t worry about others, just worry about yourself and the one you love.
©Shira2012 via FacebookAnomaly
Isn’t it selfish? Would I be selfish if I meant to do this?
Aside from expressing of one thoughts, aside from sharing a story to the world wide web, what makes u still blog and what inspires you to still do it?
If you’re going to ask me Blog Stats, Likes and Comments are what makes my day. I don’t know what’s wrong with my posts and why I have lesser viewers nowdays, didn’t even reach the 75 blog visits. Maybe because its my fault, I less visit blogs todays, less commenting on other blogs too.
Pardon me if you are sick of my posts because my next posts are more boring. Actually, my life is getting busy a little and posting any topic nor thoughts are less coming to me too. So, I’m going to post all the message that came from facebook which I called Facebook Anomaly.
So, pardon me a little bit for not making my own for now.
Thank you all for reading this! Hope you’ll be back soon and read some of post. ^^
Being so true with yourself I guess is the best and one of a kind character a person could have!
Joining the the 30days honesty of blogging and one dare , just so you know was very fun, exciting, tiring, exploring… a mixed emotion i guess! Day by day, question been asked and you need to answer regardless if you don’t have any experience of those things. No Earth in short! I feel a little pressure because aside from facing those questions, updating everyday sounds pretty a little bit sucks! Feels like am on under pressure cooker! Tom knows I published a lot of post a day and those were sort just popping thoughts from my mind, so no way for me to complain about updating a post for this meme, ayt? When the challenge is almost over, JEEZ, procrastination is hell in me! Tho still, I am proud that I make it till the end of the last post for the challenge!
What makes me post about this? I know its kinda late tho, late is better than never!
I came across on Tom’s blog the other day and found this post of him, about 30 Days Of Blogging Honesty: Thoughts On . He asked two questions for those who participated in the challenge. And of course me drift a way and decided to post about my journey! And oh Tom, thanks for the reply on your post, I already forgot about this and you just simply my notes then awhile ago!
My question to everyone who took part is two-fold. First, how did you feel about the challenge and do you feel you will continue visiting some of the blogs that were new to you at first? Secondly, there are different levels of honesty. Would you say that you were completely honest in most of your responses or were you just honest?
I already answered the first one so, moving on to the second Q!
Do you trust the world wide web? The Internet? The people who you interact with? Virtually?
I found myself asking these when a mutual friend of mine and fia says, “protect yourself to/from the internet” !! Well, it doesn’t change my track on virtual people cos I see them as real. But by www/internet I doubt cos it cannot be really be trusted! That’s why limiting your personal info is very recommended to all users! And so because I don’t think that way back I am registering myself to every sites that I have an account today, that somehow I partly regret to. Profile is so public to search engine!
And to answer Tom’s second curiosity, I can say if I’ve been next to completely honest in all my response! I do hesitate in limiting my answers nor even using the alternative Q cos I can’t say to others not to think that I’m hiding something. I’m not hiding anything its just that what I reason out is the real reason and nothing more!
Tom also asked, ”do you feel you will continue visiting some of the blogs that were new to you at first?”
Yeah. I’m going to visit still those blogs that’s new to me, in my very vacant time. To be honest, lately I am disappointed of my blog stats! Less visitors are coming by and heck they’re my so much inspiration in writing! That made me think, does my writing not good lately too? Maybe? I guess! I don’t have much in thoughts lately too, you know writer’s block! UGH! And besides, I’m getting lazy on blogging today. Hello Shira, how could be writing is your passion if you are tired of doing it? (You might ask!) I need to lilo! To look around! Honestly, I became so much active here cos someone inspires me a lot but that inspiration of mine suddenly fade, blur and I can’t find how it used to be SO happy!
Another contra thought I have here is, if you’re protecting yourself, are you sure you’re not hiding something? Somehow too much personal feels I like I am putting myself in the edge! Oh hell! I forgot! I already put myself into it! Have you following nor had a chance reading my old posts?
One thing I will admit here Tom is, I am so much defective! My mind is defective! So much and I think I need to be fix, fix in the right way but I don’t wanna be fix! I love to be me in a good/bad way! I think it is very normal! I’m cumming ohwps..I mean ..I’m coming out! See?!!
Thank you for taking time reading my long post !!
Good Evening Everyone!
Given the choice between having to live the rest of my life without my voice, or living the rest of my life without the ability to hear, I would choose the former one. To live the rest of my life without my voice. Why? …. (roll it)
Living on earth, in this world, having a chance to see the wonders and beauty that God made for us to see is so much I am lucky to have! To live in this world with a complete human body parts, I am so blessed with that. Now living the rest of my life without my voice, I guess that’s fair enough to those who don’t have sight, to those who can’t walk, to those who can’t fully laugh hard because they got heart disease. Choosing to live without my voice is still lucky for me. I can still be heard by people THROUGH my writings. I can still make a shout out through internet, through blogging, through social media. But not to hear other’s opinion, not to hear if they complimented me, not to hear what does the world whisper to me, not to hear the wind, the air that I breath…. I guess it feels like singing but you don’t know how good you are !!
For those who believes that to speak is a sin, to say one’s opinion is a mistake… WE CAN HEAR YOU !!!
Hmm, as I write my last sentence in the first paragraph I see a lesson here! For the first time in 24 days blogging honesty I see a lesson, I learn a lesson!
Lucky for us who can speak and hear! Use those ability in making the world better. We can hear so we can hear what everyone’s want and we can speak so we can say what ideas to can contribute to make it more better. Don’t hesitate to speak because you don’t know, what you think is a useless thought can make the whole world different. And that’s what we call “CHANGE”
Happy Blogging Everyone!
Speak and Be Heard !!!
Can’t Figure Out ©Shira2012
Whenever I see your name on my chat list. I take a deep breath, and I get shivers. I see flashback of us laughing. I guess I’m not over with you. Not fully.
©Shira2012 via FacebookAnomaly
Facebook Anomaly number ….
Yesterday is another roller coaster ride in my life.
Morning was really so blurd! I mean, first 3hours of working hours was really bad. Having a bad bad internet connection :( Others are lucky and I am the only one who’s having a shit problem! But thanks to my patient co-wokers who really help me, not to mention Monit whom I consume her lil time on fixing my connection and to kuya_Jaymer who come up solve the issue :)
Thank you all! :)
But what made me cry was another relevation on twitter! Damn! Don’t wanna talk about it! Made me sick!
After work, I didn’t come home directly. I went to Mall cos relatives and my parents going to discuss about mortgage issue in the barangay hall (smallest version of supreme court) LOL. I forgot the term for that! Then after I bought something in Mall, I went to Maccas. Mcdooo …. I ordered the green apple combo again! Well, this time I’m not happy of their service!
When I went home, I first saw my papa and when I asked about the result his response was good. Nothing for us to worry about! Well at first, legalities always in our side. They settled and hopefully be over sooner!
When I’m home, my day started to be all good way to night! As in! HAPPY SHA LALA …. HAPPY SHA LALA .. ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY SHA LALA :D
I have another long chit chat with my dearest papa. T’was really fun. The conversation was all in laugh. He story his experience when he was still young! He even said how much he was in love with my mama and still is :)
I can’t still take away his story!
In our conversation, papa used deep words in our vernacular/native language! Heck and shame on me, I’m always asking what the heck are those words :P He even got to the point asking me… Are you really English now!?? and we were just laughing more. LOL
What I’ve learned! No no no, I am so much inspired with my papa! So much dude that can inspire me more than having a special someone.
Last night, I realized a tons of things…
The day before today I cut my hair off! Got my hair back in short type! No regret about that! Well its so expensive to be depress if girls are having a heart break and just want to move on truly. One bottle of beer isn’t enough too! I tell you that cos I’ve been there! Haha… OA!! Yet true!
I am a McDo girl and I know McDo/fastfood chain foods aren’t that good if you I eat their prodcuts DAILY! Heck, I’m too young to die :P
So, I challenge myself not to eat McDo foods! Hey, how bout once a month? Haha … I challenge myself to eat McDo just once in a month! No worries you’ll if I cheated! Fia would be my watcher! ;)
What I’ve conclude:
I am beautiful. Heck, throw away you heart break Shira! Don’t think much about him cos it just made me shed. (well, how can I? our neighbor always play love songs and he is always poping out in all of the sudden) Tho, No. I won’t gonna make myself miserable. Going to throw the heartaches I have. Life is too short to spend the half of mine in frowning! Right?!
And I’m going to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner in a proper way! Proper diet. Mostly, I’m having my lunch at 2-3pm and sometimes no lunch! So, I’m not really that healthy. Tho, lucky me cos I eat veggies! Least I can still get nutrients!
Why I come up to these realization?
Because my papa just simply inspired me much!
I’m going to learn more things now and I am so willing to learn! Another is, I’m going to minimize my interaction in social media! No worries fans, (assuming) I’m not gonna leave blogging and wordpress! No way! :) Twitter and Facebook, more less! Its not about work issue tho… I’ve been thinking this for a long time! So if you are happily to keeping in touch with me just email me in y personal gmail ;) email@example.com :)
Its different when women decided to have a new look.
They intend to forget the hurtful memories they have and throw them away.
Cutting their hair, misery will go along with it.
A Poem For Myself
“I got my new hair”
I got my new hair.
New beginning for my strands.
They’ll grow as what the are.
New day to face.
New beginning to start.
Give yourself a chance, Shira.
Chance to forget the pain.
If not, try harder.
Chance to make up to yourself.
You’re going to be stunning in someone’s eyes, one day.
Good Luck for the chances you take!
Have and Live a Happy Life Everyone!
We can do this!