The midst of
unknownfeelings is the reason of a longing heart.
unseenlove is the reason of all abandon emotions.
A new beginning awaits every morning and it is your choice whether to take a good start or way far from good.
I’m up at my early 5am, just less an hour from posting this, not because by choice but because of necessary wake up call from inconsiderate neighbor. Damn that UGLY noise of car. <insert pissed off face>.
But then again, it’s up to me if I let that ruin a beautiful start of new life. So I decided to went upstairs, in our rooftop area, to see a wonderful reason to smile.
Mornings are beautifully perfect indeed…
With special touch of rule of thirds when I capture this. :)
Hope you enjoy a wonderful piece of God’s creation. :)
I had a conversation with someone who is close to my heart last night and many thoughts came into my mind.
What is the worth thing fighting for? The one you love or that love you feel that consumes you?
A person who wants to save the relationship even if she is being fooled. What she’s trying to win, the person she love or her love for that person?
Whenever you think if it’s worth keeping for, fight for it! But, is fighting for something will matter to your principles? Will your principles prevail over what’s worth keeping for?
What will you choose?
P.S: This post was set as private dated March 29, 2011 (wow). Just want to share it with you too by re-publishing it.
I just got back from a trip and I’ve been away for 6 days. I missed home, I miss being home. It’s really different especially when you unexpectedly extended your stay.
It really feels good to be home and nothing really compares that feeling. It is safe. It is comfortable. It is a happiness that you can only have and feel from your family.
But now, as I writing this post, I wanted to go somewhere again. Not to have fun but to escape and I hate myself for that.
Happy New Year everyone! Have a prosperous year ahead of you and your family!
A Letter to the One God has Prepared for Me
I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me. If, like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.
Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning, hoping, dreaming and longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the one I have seen in the movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have not yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answer to all my questions.
Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known “LOVE”. I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person… And since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!
You just don’t know how I often dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment, I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps, I’ll be drawn to you by your smile, your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don’t really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me to recognize you when the right time comes.
I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me, the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all that pains and sacrifices. After all, the tears have been a part of my life, slowly washing away my flaws so I’d be perfect, not in its truest sense, but just perfect for you.
I wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well and if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey.
But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here, patiently waiting for you. I assure you that when we finally find each other, I’d slowly heal those wounds by my love.
At night, I’d look out my windows and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I’d utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to heavens, thinking that in time, they’d reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well.
When I finally fall asleep, you are always in my dreams. It seems that for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much I LOVE YOU.In my dreams, you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your ams of love. And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality.
Once again, I assured that you are worth the wait. By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, inspite of the pain and amidst the simple joys in life – – and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you! In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go.
Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens.
God has planned the course.
Don’t worry; don’t be afraid of getting lost.
God saw to it all the roads, no matter which one you choose, lead to me..
My friend shared this letter to me via email and after reading it, can’t help but to share.