How pathetic I am! Someone needs me!

Alright! Why I complain so much? Yes, I am complaining so much these past few days, weeks, months!! I don’t know either what’s happening to me. I am not on my track, I don’t bother to care… or better yet… I am mad to the world. Somehow.. what Daph’s said to her post Why Avoid The Unavoidable?about risk conversion!!! After what happened last December, I say personal, It feels like I don’t feel to live anymore, hard for me to laugh, so much pain inside and keeping it secretly which drive me to be one of the players online, having fun. I become moody, mad to the world again, I don’t even study and this week is our midterm exam. HAH!! Goodluck to me! I am not like this, Yes one of my personality is not bother to care on EVERYTHING not really everything. I live as it is! That’s me, but ruining myself like this? I mean how can I let this happen? right? Why I complain so much! Oh well, I bother to asked myself that last night!

And today, I read one blog. ‘I need your help, yes you‘ ! Yah, its April’s blog. One of my most valued friend on twitter but I consider her as real! A realization came out! What burden I’m keeping in is so less compare to April. Okay, I won’t deny that I also laugh, you know.. sort of friends making me so! But why I am letting myself destroy? Where I can be something to someone, right? I mean, just being there to my friends is enough for them. Presence, support and love you give to your friends is so much appreciated. Somehow, I just miss to hear that someone telling me: ‘thanks for making my day‘!

I should be the daylight again! For myself, for the people whose my smile and laugh can make their day on!!

 

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I say, there’s no formula!!

People keep on digging, researching about ‘how to save relationship’ . Honestly, crap that issue. Oh please, forgive me for being rude….. I guess, it’s just that it’s so exasperating on my side!! ­čśŤ

I say, there’s no such formula for that!!! Like consistency + honest + sex + understanding = good relationship!! What???? O.O Oh well, It’s so simple, if both partners are just being to┬átheir selves then that’s it!! Just let it naturally.

I am not an expert about this issue but this is my point of view!! Sucks that formula of love!! What love spell?!! whoops, alright.. I’ll just shut up now before I made a bad conclusion!