Writing From The Heart: Question #7

MISERABLY HAPPY!

April is a roller coaster ride for me! Struggling of the pain yet been  happy for what the pain cause. This is last month, knowing how happy the one I care most makes me think and say, I am happy for you and I’ll be keeping my misery within me! Plus, things that revolve in the circles of my relatives was getting intense still!

©Shira2012

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Writing From The Heart: Question #6

I want FREEDOM!

Freedom of whom I wanna be. Freedom from discrimination. Free from judgemental thoughts. Freedom to be alone. Anything, Freedom of anything! Freedom to eat without paying. As in freedom. Can you provide me freedom? Freedom to express without even thinking that you might hurt others. Freedom to say all bullsh*t in life.

©Shira2012

Writing From The Heart: Question #5

To get away from people, away including to my family! 

Somehow, I know myself. I know what I am, how do I being I am. Tho lately, I wanna know if I really want this, that the changes I made for myself is what really I wanna be and ready to face it without even regret looking back at the past!

I wanna get away to feed myself of things I needed in life!

©Shira2012

Writing From The Heart: Question #4

  1. Crazy Sincere
  2. Available 24/7 which means Trustworthy.
  3. Addicted to me which means Supportive.

How often you care to your friends?

Sadly, I’m not! I am self centered, selfish! Do you believe me? I don’t know how to care, I mean how to show care? I don’t know if what I’ve shown to my friends is care! I don’t doubt others but I doubt myself. I am sincere to all the things I do, I say to my friends, with my friends. But I care how they see it! I preach them, I say the right thing to do, I comfort when they needed to. Hell is, how to comfort? Hearing their sympathy? I do sincerely listen heck I sincerely don’t know what to do to make them even better. Often, when friends tell their bad day or whatever I just frown with them, say, it’s ok! and blah, is that sincere? Well, sorry but that’s how I am! I am sincere in my own way that I know!

How do you trust people? Do you trust them without a doubt? 

I do, I do, I do do do do do…. That’s why I’m easily to break! I easily trust, trust means you believe what they say. Meet me one day, make me laugh one hour, make me comfortable in one minute and you have my TRUST within a second! 

How do you cheer people?

Are you supportive? I am, a little, often, always. Heck, I am supportive. If you’ll join something exciting, HELLO! I AM HERE BRINGING MYSELF WITH A BANNER! GO GO GO MY FRIEND!

What I only ask for is, hopefully there’s someone out there, here, anywhere. I wish I have a best friend on earth where I can always lean on, where can always lean on me! A friend that reciprocates freely, reciprocates without even me telling that s/he must do! A friend who I can drink Cali along the beaches watching sunset. A friend who I can be so transparent to be with. A friend where I can say that orgasm is cumming! (LOL) A friend where I can talk sex WITHOUT malice. A friend that taking effort as I do too. A friend who will never walk out in my zone. A friend that can be my partner through happiness, sadness. A friend where I can be so open where I don’t doubt that s/he bother at all of my boring story life! A friend where I can smile on her/his wedding day! A best friend that will last till the end of our time! A friend who will message me after reading this post. A friend that I’ve been longing for so long!

Am I too much? Am I asking too much then? Or am I just a normal being?

Happy Haunting All!

©Shira2012

Writing From The Heart: Question #3

Q#3

What I want to known for is…

Known as a Public Enemy of the world!

Crazy? Pathetic?

Isn’t it? Yes it is!

It says write from the heart! That’s what I wanna be. To be honest, who wouldn’t love to be known as a remarkable good person on earth? huh? This might be blunt tho, sadly when we do good things and people that has the power, that has the authority will simply make people/public believe that they’re the one who did it. Frankly, it is the reality! Pretending to be good in public! Ugh. I don’t want be a public servant.  Well, I’m not either planning to work in non-profit organization. Not in my plans, YET! Tho, WHO KNOWS?

Happy Thinking Everyone!!!

©Shira2012

Writing From the Heart: Question #2

Love

Happiness

Health

Money

Fame

Why? Play and simple….. Love is what we ever wanted in this earth, in this life! Finding LOVE satisfy your HAPPINESS and because you are happy it means you are  HEALTHY! In health, you have your body and be productive everyday which will gives you MONEY! Tell me?! When did you all been contended? People won’t be contended no matter how you may feed them. They wanted something everyday and give their best to reach it, that’s where FAME shows up!

Happy Writing Everyone!

Be happy like ne 😀 😀

©Shira2012

Writing From The Heart: Question #1

30 days blogging of honesty +  1 dare is partly done. Partly because I’m not yet done with my dare and heck I’m so confused which one will I choose! 😛

Moving on! Have you wondered what’s my title post all about? 😉 Well, getting started, I will join the 40 Photo-Illustrated Questions to Refocus Your Mind. I came to learn about this from Ms.Cafe, Janice! (See her post on her first day!) Every question can make up your mind..soo…

Let’s roll it ……..

Q #1

Do you believe that you’ve changed? Either good or bad way? Do you? Well, you should believe that you’ve changed even in a very small way! Change is the only constant thing that hasn’t/don’t change! Amiss?

I must admit! I’ve changed! People change! Who doesn’t change? Change is the result of something we came across in our journey and change is the only way you could move out or even take a little step in your life!

For instance! You like to play in the casino, very well, you have a lot of money but because you lose 1billion enough to turn you into a beggar, you’ve changed. You start all over again and avoid passing by in casino or hate gamble place. Because of that experience, something wakes you up!

Now, what can I do today that I was not capable of doing a year ago?

One year is a long time enough for every possible circumstance that might happen, even in just one day…a lot of things happen! It only has two picture… things coming in and things coming out to our life! That single change affect us more than we could think of!

As time changes me, I can say…

I am more hopeless today than yesterday! Yet, I am happier today than yesterday!

Can you get me? I might be so confuzzling some time or all the time perhaps but,, this is what does my heart tells my mind to speak and command my hands to type! If you are given a chance to be with me, you can say I am a happy person, with my laugh and giggle..it shows that I’m really am! What’s the disadvantage if people knows that you are so cheerful is… the moment you stop for a second to be jolly and the smile on your face is gone for a moment; people will start running away from you!

Yes, tell me, haven’t you move distant when the person you’ve known to be cheerful start frowning? Can’t be a cheerful person stop for awhile putting some shine to people’s life?

Yes, I am hopeless! Tho what makes me happier is I know who’s willing to stay despite no one left from those expected people who would you think would stay!

Life is a roller coaster and a duration of one year can’t count how many ups, downs, twist we have in life!

But one thing for sure is, through blogging I can fully express myself, my thoughts, my heart that I wasn’t capable of doing one year ago! Gaining self-confidence more than I thought I can have from blogging. And this can’t happen without the help of the people who give me more courage in writing, people who can’t just simply eradicate no matter how I wanted to!

WhoOoa… (this post is so satisfactory!!!!)

©Shira2012