They compromise and agree.
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And the worst part is, you don’t even know how to explain yourself. You know if you bring this up with them they’ll give you a blank expression and a blank excuse. You don’t want to explain how you feel. You can’t. You just want them to get it, to read you like they used to be able to. You want to take them by the shoulders and shake them, screaming Where are you? What happened?! Until you’re blue in the face. But you can’t do that either, because you’re no longer on the same level and it’s going to make you feel crazy.
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You can’t simply explain how and what exactly you feel in losing someone… losing a best friend, don’t you?
- Crazy Sincere
- Available 24/7 which means Trustworthy.
- Addicted to me which means Supportive.
How often you care to your friends?
Sadly, I’m not! I am self centered, selfish! Do you believe me? I don’t know how to care, I mean how to show care? I don’t know if what I’ve shown to my friends is care! I don’t doubt others but I doubt myself. I am sincere to all the things I do, I say to my friends, with my friends. But I care how they see it! I preach them, I say the right thing to do, I comfort when they needed to. Hell is, how to comfort? Hearing their sympathy? I do sincerely listen heck I sincerely don’t know what to do to make them even better. Often, when friends tell their bad day or whatever I just frown with them, say, it’s ok! and blah, is that sincere? Well, sorry but that’s how I am! I am sincere in my own way that I know!
How do you trust people? Do you trust them without a doubt?
I do, I do, I do do do do do…. That’s why I’m easily to break! I easily trust, trust means you believe what they say. Meet me one day, make me laugh one hour, make me comfortable in one minute and you have my TRUST within a second!
How do you cheer people?
Are you supportive? I am, a little, often, always. Heck, I am supportive. If you’ll join something exciting, HELLO! I AM HERE BRINGING MYSELF WITH A BANNER! GO GO GO MY FRIEND!
What I only ask for is, hopefully there’s someone out there, here, anywhere. I wish I have a best friend on earth where I can always lean on, where can always lean on me! A friend that reciprocates freely, reciprocates without even me telling that s/he must do! A friend who I can drink Cali along the beaches watching sunset. A friend who I can be so transparent to be with. A friend where I can say that orgasm is cumming! (LOL) A friend where I can talk sex WITHOUT malice. A friend that taking effort as I do too. A friend who will never walk out in my zone. A friend that can be my partner through happiness, sadness. A friend where I can be so open where I don’t doubt that s/he bother at all of my boring story life! A friend where I can smile on her/his wedding day! A best friend that will last till the end of our time! A friend who will message me after reading this post. A friend that I’ve been longing for so long!
Am I too much? Am I asking too much then? Or am I just a normal being?
Happy Haunting All!