Why Feel so Envy?

It’s been a long time, I guess. And instead of me should start working, here I am writing this post.

I stumble upon on The Daily Post‘s blog and saw their latest post for daily prompt‘s asking which emotion(s) do you find to be the hardest to contain?.

I saw the word envy and so, for me, it is the hardest emotion to contain more than hatred. Why I say so?  According to Merriam-Webster Dictionary, envy means the feeling of wanting to have what someone else has. It’s okay to feel envy but each emotion can have its utmost level and everything that is too much is bad. If you envy someone because her/his personal looks, there’s possibility that you are loving yourself less. Insecurity and hate to yourself why you are like that and this could emerge without you knowing that it is already consuming you.

We should love ourselves before we could love someone else, for acceptance of who we truly are is the way of finding our wandering self.

The Hell I Have!

No one will ever want this feeling I have right now.

No one wants to save me from this feeling so badly.

No one cos I don’t wanna pass this on.

No one will handle the horror I have!

No one on earth cos Lucifer is down there, right down where my feet stand!

Poetry ©Shira2012

He Is My Exception

I’m not really

a fan of things going on

in this phenomena.

Cos  I know deep down in me,

It’s just like

a stupid star

to reach for.


In all principles I have,

He made an exception.

He always an exception.

He really do.

I do


I say


that only him


For he is

my treasure box.

That beyond



I made.

I’m still

the  one


will broke