The feeling on earth that can’t I escape!

I’m always wondering, am I really that wrecker? Am I always screwing things up? Do I always fucked you up? Wherein all I do is just being me? Dang it! Why do I have always this feeling that everybody’s gonna leave me the moment I do a single mistake. Why I have this feeling to be so cold, to be so unkind, to be so mad at the world, to be so homeless! Why I have this feeling I want to be alone ALL the time!

Why’s that despite how I try to be so happy, things suddenly turns to be so obscure! Oh please, don’t say it’s a challenge of life. I’m sick of it! 


Darkness filled within me

Art Title: The Darkness Filled Within Me
Medium: Watercolor; Drawing Pad

My Interpretation

Things seems to be obscure

I can see darkness

Amiss thoughts

Unravel my words

The darkness filled within me

When light save my righteous of happiness

When colors painted my unmindful steps

To live is big doubt to breath.