“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
Do you ever feel like this?
When you feel so happy and you don’t know the reason yet you know why you are smiling still the reason is not enough to explain why you are so happy?
Oh baby! I feel so insanely happy with you! Smiling all around, flipping my new rebond hair every morning the time I’m at work! Oh babe, you driving me a little bit so high!
Okay, Here I am again back on my track 🙂
This 2011 my life is really like a roller coaster, ups, downs or even twisting sides. I tell you, I’m not that really innocent cos I think there are things that a 20years old must be aware or knew in some other ways, right?
Things that i didn’t know but now i did:
~ I know now how to buy a bra when referring to sizes, LOL.
Why I didn’t know this before? Simply because my mama and sister bought undies for me 😛 .
How did I know now? I’m with my friend the other time, back October, went mini shopping. We went to undies section and I’m wondering what does it take her too long choosing bra and she was so busy looking to the numbers. Oh geez girl, I am no earth about that, She laughed at me, teasing and said: Goodness, are you sure you didn’t know this? I replied: Ahhh…Now I know 🙂 then we laughed.
~ I know now how to look/read thermometer.
Why I didn’t know this? Simply because when one our member got fever only my papa, mama and my sister look the thermometer. 😛
How did I know now? oh well, I think It’s October or November, my lil bro got fever and my papa delegate the task on me to check how high does the temperature of lil bro. he is 14years old, taller than me :P. So when he handed the thermometer to me, I said: hey twitam how check this? he replied: What? Oh well, lemme check… me lil embarrassed. LOL. Tho, I keep asking him that time how then he teaches me so now I learned. LOL 😛
Thought and Acts I didn’t know but now I know:
~ I want to see more.. more .. more … (how you assess that? LOL)
Why I didn’t know that?
I’m not really fun of chats online.. I don’t have any experience of that tho i have different social networks accounts, facebook, twitter, skype, yahoo, myyearbook but never been have a LONG TIME chat. Until one day back in August, I met someone virtually and I can tell we were used to be so closed, tight as bestfriend i think. It happened I told him, hey I want to see more.. more .. more, LOL .. What I was really meant by that is, I really want to see more PICS, just pics.
Here’s the conversation:
she: hey I want to see more.. more .. more
he: ahw Ok go to skype
he: Oh well you said you want to see more
she: I’m trying
You see how naive I am??? O.O
How did I know that?
Just recently, one of my friend virtually again complimented my avi then happened again he said it made him wanted to see more. I said, what? you want to see more face of mine? He said, Ahw, never mind I am embarrassed and due to curiosity I asked why then he said I was thinking naughty thoughts. LOL
Okay, since then I was enlighten what does I want to see more means.
(laughing) 😛 😛
The easiest way to recover or to move on from a particular issue is to talk and share what you feel deep down inside of your heart, expressing those thoughts out can make you feel better.
Talk in a way that you are certain that there’s someone out there who’s willing to listen and share in a way that you are certain that there’s someone who could comfort and gives you wisdom that can help you to realize and enlighten your mind.
~ Good morning