We are in the middle of two road to lead us what may come in our decisions. And we do not know which to go, its either the right or the better way. In right way where the norms are or in better way where our selfishly motive lies?
So I guess, I’m just being so assuming and my judgement is clouding my mind cos I got this so called affection towards you! Where you can clearly be something to anybody like me.
The difference is I thought I experienced nuff, been through life which is enough but I summed up, my age can say how lil my story still is! So I’m thinking, was I’m just trying to psycho myself that I know better right at back that time? (Eye brow’s up)
I’m thinking about culture differences, I know its a big factor. I can see that. Eyes are widely open on that matter. The thing is, its normal to you which is so new to me! Colliding innocense in a row! (Shrugs)
Was our understanding really coincide? I’m thinking of that too. Cos if yes, why I able to ask this? (Chuckles)
Is there something we believe in? Oh, let me alter that… Is there something I believe in? Or let me rephrase it, Am I believing on something which you not? That’s the exact question to be ask! If you are, if your heart the same as mine why you’re drifting your way?
Think …. think …. think
It’s never been easy to seek absence. To see yourself alone can be depriving but still can help you to make a tons of realization.
A self reliance through confusion.
Powerful ambition through grudges.
Hope through failures.
Depriving enough to help yourself out of it?
Fearful enough to help yourself stand in your own feet?
Living is real. Without claws touch and step into the world and be prepared for reluctant acts and thoughts! Tho, don’t be naive when you find the absence that you seek for!
Absence made me here!
It’s hard to find a way to become closer to someone especially when you don’t know which direction you’ll go that will lead you towards him.